Life was extremely hard for me but I didn’t lose hope may be that makes me wat im today ..
Here I go, things were smooth till I complete my masters in one of science subjects at kashmir university …my only dream was to get a govt job and key to that was to qualify csir net so I strive hard to qualify net exam but yes as a matter of luck I failed continuosly nearly 3,4 times to qualify a single exam .Despite strenuous hard work still I always get dropped by slight margin …I was shattered , as if life has stopped for me , but I still dont give up on my dream ..strived again hard and I cracked jkssb examination only 3 students got selected and 2 students are to get short listed after interview …and see again as matter of luck this time the one girl to get dropped was me …I was just looking at sky and Keep asking to Allah wat bad I have done ..why me always ? … I was literally on anti depressants for more then a month …its feel that i m stuck in dark tunnel were no matter how much i strive hard still i couldn’t see light …I decide to go vd flow …after passage of time ..I applied for several posts and other research related programs.but again I failed to make it to the list. During all this time i was working as a private school teacher on a salary of ₹4000. From this money I was hardly managing my own expenses. I was not able to give even a single penny to my family. Honestly speaking I was not happy with my life. Bcz my families financial condition was not so strong.i being the elder daughter of my parents finally had to take a bold decision. So i decided to not to appear for govt jobs may be because I was too genius to qualify these competitive exams
I finally see hope.On a fine morning I purchased a news paper in which I read about student loan. I contacted the bank.i took few lakhs of loan from bank + I borrowed some money from my relatives for a period of almost 2 years.i took a shop on rent with the support of my maternal uncle. In the begining everything was difficult. But with every passing day,my business started growing up.earlier i was selling kids wear only. Now I am selling almost all ladies accessories including few gents items also. Today I have 4 shops on rent including one my own shop.
Alhamdulillah today I am having that everything what youngesters dream off. Besides all this I am also helping needy families.. With the grace of Almigty we purchased a plot of 12 marlas at Alochi bagh srinagar.where we ll start the construction of our dream house next year. Alhamdulillah my marriage has been fixed to 2022.. ..i thought ALLAH finally give me wat i asked for but i wasnt knowing HE has planned better then best for me ….All praise to Allah Today I am earning more than what 3 gazzeted officers are earning.
Moral of story is : just wen we think its end , trust me its begining, we can’t always understand ALLAH’S plan for us but we need to put faith in HIM…








